if only trees were made of pocky...

2007-01-14T14:52:00.000+08:00

I'VE MOVED!!

www.xanga.com/danceycow

2006-04-30T20:12:00.000+08:00

please do not believe anything you see on my sister's (rather popular, i must admit) blog.

2006-04-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

Lately I've been thinking
I feel like I've been sinking
Losing my train of thought
Forgetting that life's been bought
I asked You why You loved me
and still love me today
You gently looked in my eyes
and then I hear You say

"My child you're so precious
You're precious to me
I made you with My hands
I made you to live
and now life I've given you
Take and be free
I know you've been thinking
Leave that to Me" 
Lately I've been thinking
How You came forgiving
Such grace You gave so freely
You pour Your love all out on me
I wondered why You bother
I wondered why You care
and then I hear You whisper
into my ear with care 
"My child you're so precious
You're precious to me
I made you with My hands
I made you to live
and now life I've given you
Take and be free
I know you've been thinking
Leave that to Me"

truly, perhaps i've been thinking too much. and my thinking = worrying.

i BELIEVE that whatever God does, He does it with my best interests in mind. of course, i wwill be estatic if i can get to serve in the children's ministry, but if they don't, i will still praise my Elohim with all my heart. :)

worrying tonight was a mistake. no work done and midyears a week away.

actually i'm not supposed to be online. but i really needed to get this off my chest.

i was looking at other newcreation people's blogs, and i realised this:
whether i serve or not, this will not change the way God feels for me. i will still be His beloved. i don't have to prove anything to Him by serving (although i really, really want to serve) BUTBUT if i don't get in, God is tellling me that his focus for me in my life is somewhere else.

i will go wherever You take me, Lord :)

and i shouldn't worry! my life has been charted out for me already! ANDAND it's FULL of wonderfulGOOD plans that i will surely love.

and one more thing: i shouldn't worry about wordly things either. no more. live the trusting life :)

trusting life- needs cultivating!

so! don't worry so much abt your midyears people. just do your best, BUT don't WORRY. by worrying, you're wasting time that coulld be spent on studying more! so why worry? then you'll kick yourself for worrying and scolding ourself that you've wasted time AGAIN.

RATHER, do the work and focus on it; don't worry and NOT do the work. make sense?

i'm preaching to myself, don't feel binded by worry!

the bochap life :)

happy Good Friday to everyone, may all of you precious people be abundantly blessed!
remember what Christ did for us at Calvary!

Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering
Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King,
But He chose to walk that road out of
His love for you and me.
Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.

good luck to everyone for midyears, God's hand will be writing your essays on Sri Lanka :)

2006-01-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

what a wonderful day (: i'm so blessed, so blessed, i feel so blessed! "this is home, truly, where i know i must be..." singing on the boat, looking at the sea, scaring people on marina bay... what an awesome day :)

2006-01-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

In only a moment truth was seen
Revealed this mystery
The crown that showed no dignity he wore
And the king was placed for all the world to show disgrace
But only beauty flowed from this place

Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands
Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands

He held the weight of impurity
The Father would not see
The reasons had finally come to be to show
The depth of His grace flowed with every sin erased
He knew that this was why he came

Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands
Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands

And we just don't know
The blood and water flowed
And in it all He showed
Just how much He cared

And the veil was torn
So we could have this open door
And all these things have finally been complete

Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands
Would you take the place of this man
Would you take the nails from his hands,
from his hands, from his hands, from his hands...

2006-01-06T14:44:00.000+08:00

my eyebags grow very big very fast.

***

my sister made my day last night when she said she would go to church with me this sunday. i didn't expect to ask her, but we were just talking about her adjusting to life in TKGS when i just suddenly said, "mei, do you want to come to church this weekend?"

and she agreed, and i rejoiced and found it very, very hard to sleep afterwards.

thankyou Lord, my prayers for her have finally crumbled the wall! i know it was You who asked her to come, because i had prayed to You on what to say to her beforehand :)

***

school lately has been weird. it's so strange to have classes without half of your class, so out of my comfort zone. it's not really a class anymore. my teachers are good and i'm grateful, it's conducive and everything, but a little oppressive, a little unfamiliar, i little too serious, and it's like we're growng up too fast now.

we're sixteen this year and i feel so-

not nice la

O Levels are this year. and everyone's starting to mug hard already. chugga chug chug.

***

2005-12-30T23:30:00.000+08:00

wow, it's been a while since i last blogged. and i mean, seriously blogged, not some half-hearted entry that informs people i know about what i've done and all that rubbish.

school's starting in what, four days? REJOICE! i can't wait for school to start. without school it feels kinda weird, very out of sync, but YES! school is starting and although i'll be sec4 (ohmigosh, O levels!!! panicpanicpanic) it's awesome to be starting school again. not that the holidays aren't fun. dallas and tokyo and taipei were fun but i was terribly homesick and LITERALLY sick as well. and i get to go out with friends and go shopping and all that and it's GREAT. plus me and my sister usually grow closer over the holidays, especially if we go overrseas. (: but i miss school.

***

so ANYWAY, since both janice and gourie have very nicely graced their most preevious entries with my happy name by telling the world how i fell through that stupid box (i still don't understand how it happened, it defies like all the laws of physics and gravity and everything), i shall blog about the day the "incident" happened.

it was a marvelous day (it really was! i messaged gourie telling her all about the wonderfulness of that day and i still have evidence to prove it) and we went to watch Narnia with the rest of the pandey clan. i was shy!! but gourie and her sister and my wonderful long-lost friend/neighbour/tuitionbuddy sheralyn saved the day! oh and a big thankyou to mrs pandey for treating me to the movie :)

why is pooja taller than me???

Narnia was AWESOME i'm so glad gourie brought me along (: but it was very LOTR and harry potter (wasn't movie 4 just great?? :D) anyway, then me gourie's sister gourie and sheralyn sakae-ed and then we went to the isetan private sale (i got my bag! and no matter what gourie says, remember that SHE HELPED ME TO PICK IT OUT. xD)

then the box incident happened, but i'm sure all of you know about that.

sigh. the stupid 3kg i gained over the holidays is so TROUBLESOME

***

my sister is coming to TKGS next year. what are the odds of her and me getting the same aggregate with the exact SAME grade for every single subject??

mummy went to buy 4D after that.

and why is her uniform bigger than mine??

2005-12-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

i'm home :) along with a fever, sore throat and i gained 3kg :( but it's wonderful to be home.

2005-12-12T10:07:00.000+08:00

hey y'all!

haha you just gotta love the texan drawl. am having a swell time here in plano, which is in dallas, which is in texas, which is in the US. loads of hot cowboys, cows and churches. but i am veryvery homesick for my maid and my friends.

on tuesday we're going to drive down to houston to visit the relative with the big house that i faintly remember. we stared into her fireplace waiting for somethingmagical to happen and all we got were painful eyes. hee. i must have been, what, eight?
then on thursday we're gonna come back to dallas and then leave for tokyo on friday. pockyland, here i come!

and then, i'll come home on the 22nd :)

2005-11-28T13:09:00.000+08:00

i'll miss you all. :( see you on the twentythird!

thank God i'll be seeing charleen there:)

2005-11-25T11:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO! i haven't left yet, i'm leaving on monday, haha but i have't been online in AGES.

i'm going to watch hercules now. don't bother me. grrr.

2005-11-15T16:12:00.000+08:00

2005-11-11T15:04:00.000+08:00
maybe a greater thing will happen,
maybe all will see

God is moving! there'll be 9 of us in church on sunday instead of the usual three, isn't that amazing? i'm so excited, i can hardly contain myself. i really hope they'll accept Christ into their lives. and i'm so happy that God is beginning to touch the people in my household too :)

He's my Savior and everything within me
Wants to tell the world it's true
He's my Savior the moment that you open up your heart
You will know Him, too

faith, can move mountains. i'm still learning, but i'm still growing too. more and more and more and more with each passing day. :)

2005-11-09T20:55:00.000+08:00
today i made a startling discovery.

cool toilet + germs + janice + gourie + camera = A LOT OF PHOTOS

there's nothing as wonderful as a FRIEND :)

our pretty feet

she's eyeing my food ahaha

the other person

yay :)

i met up with gourie and jan today at cafe cartel where i waited outside in the heat not knowing they were there already, ordering, in the cool aircon. then we hung around a lot in the cool toilet in plaza sing and then walked over to heeren and hung around there a while too

that song is still playing in my head. my comp is working again, it's a miracle, God can and He will! yesterday's sermon is still making me think, it made a deep impact.

i could sing of Your love forever :)

2005-11-08T23:54:00.000+08:00
the entry before this was a blank one and i don't know why :(

over the mountains and the seas
Your river runs with love for me
and i will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free
i'm happy to be in the truth
and i'll daily lift up my hands
for i will always sing
of when Your love came down!
i could sing of Your love forever
i could sing of Your love forever
i will sing of Your love forever
i will sing of Your love forever!

new favourite song but no song can take the place of JLofMS! =) i'm baaack! and hormonal but not anymore i feel like a new woman again because sis just helped me with the earrings =)

mooshi mooshu wurrrrves!

my family tree is coming out well! ahaha, with luck i'll finish the dudes in exodus by this week, handwriting's extra tiny so i can squeeze in all the people, the guys from genesis took up like 3/4 of a DRAWING BLOCK already.

today was ext studies where is my carissa?? i bet she's still in korea, hmmft. i gatecrashed the emath and chem lessons today it was like entering uncharted territory! ahaha, so courageous! :)

after that, i went with jan and we sakae-ed, i was unhealthy today, bad eating habits you know, oily crab + ice cream = fat kat:( anyway, we planned today very interesting my head was hurting afterwards, but ahaha! thinking is good, exercise my brain cells i should plan more things more often good for the brain.

where was my jacq chua today? i bet she slept in!

i was listening to the tape recording sermon thing. it wasn't j prince but some other guy. but anyway, after listening to it, then i started feeling good even though i'm hormonal, what he said really struck me and made me think, esp "the amt you get to know God is in proportion to how much you desire to know him. if you think you already know everything abt God, that's all you'll ever know abt Him in your life."

Jesus is the One who knows everything abt me, no wonder He's my bestfriend :) and God wants us to know Him better than anyone else in the world. that's His greatest desire, for us to want to know Him and be with Him and crave for the Father :) He's done so much for me already, i'm grateful, i really am, i'm so blessed, i stopped being poor the moment i opened the door.

xuan told me something that made me think. we were lounging around the foyer before bio today and i listened to her story. "Imagine that we are a house. and Jesus is knocking on the door. we, as believers, already trust Him and know Him, so we'll open the door and let Him in. but non- believers don't know Him and they don't trust Him so they won't open the door and it's our job as believers to give them a call and tell them that Jesus can be trusted and tell them abt Him so they'll open the door for Him too."

isn't that a nice story?

i want to believe and never stray till i die, i'm never gonna let go.

But when the world has seen the light
They will dance with joy
Like we're dancing now :)

2005-10-26T20:05:00.000+08:00
"Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honour one another above yourselves. Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual favour, serving the Lord. be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Share with God's people who are in need. Practice hospitality." Romans 12: 9-13

2005-10-26T13:48:00.000+08:00
"When there was darkness and lightning and thunder when Christ hung on the cross, it was not God angry with the world. God was angry and pouring out His anger in the body of Christ who bore all our sins. In other words, Jesus, at that moment, was the epitome of sin itself. All the darkness in the sky and all the thunder and all the lightning was for Jesus. Jesus absorbed all our sins. He absorbed all that we shouuld have suffered for our sins into Himself. And after three hours, He cried, "It is finished!". and behold, all our sins were paid."

"What kind of people are we that God should suffer for us?"

2005-10-26T13:46:00.000+08:00
I’ll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And it ended so soon
Yeah
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a darkened sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
Deep inside
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

It was late in September
And I’ve seen you before
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a darkened sky
I was changed

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
Deep inside
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make I go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything

I’ll always remember
It was late afternoon

In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
Deep inside
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry

I think I saw you cry
The moment I saw you cry

2005-10-25T21:49:00.001+08:00
"i am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile. for in the gospel a righteousness from God is revealed, a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written."
Romans 1:16-17

regardless of everything, the bible is the greatest thing to read, not mr lucado books or anything else =)

i finished esther today what a joy =) i miss my stupd kookoonehneh why are you away in perth i need someone to ignore. poo. come back soon don't catch a cold buy a windbreaker for goodness sake.

hey jan i think i know what song you were talking abt that day, remember that kiddie christian song you were singing to me? i think i found it. is it the one which goes every move i make i make in You, You make me move Jesus! every breath i take i take for You. every step i take i take in You, You are my way, Jesus! every breath i take i breathe in You! congratulations, it's stuck perpetually in my mind now i can't get it to go away, the nanananana part also. grr. =)

but no song can beat Jesus, Lover of my Soul it's my favourite song for all time even though i know i say i change my favourite song every week but this one's my favourite favourite of all!

and oh, thankyou daphne for lending me the cds! will return you soon.

2005-10-25T21:49:00.000+08:00
"i am not ashamed of the gospel, because it is the power of God for the salvation of everyone who believes: first for the Jew, then for the Gentile. for in the gospel a righteousness from God is revealed, a righteousness that is by faith from first to last, just as it is written."
Romans 1:16-17

regardless of everything, the bible is the greatest thing to read, not mr lucado books or anything else =)

i finished esther today what a joy =) i miss my stupd kookoonehneh why are you away in perth i need someone to ignore. poo. come back soon don't catch a cold buy a windbreaker for goodness sake.

hey jan i think i know what song you were talking abt that day, remember that kiddie christian song you were singing to me? i think i found it. is it the one which goes every move i make i make in You, You make me move Jesus! every breath i take i take for You. every step i take i take in You, You are my way, Jesus! every breath i take i breathe in You! congratulations, it's stuck perpetually in my mind now i can't get it to go away, the nanananana part also. grr. =)

but no song can beat Jesus, Lover of my Soul it's my favourite song for all time even though i know i say i change my favourite song every week but this one's my favourite favourite of all!

and oh, thankyou daphne for lending me the cds! will return you soon.

2005-10-25T12:47:00.000+08:00
every move i make i make for You Jesus!

haha that song makes me want to sing!!

why doo i not have the urge to blog these days??

2005-10-21T16:49:00.000+08:00
dancing with You in fields of grace

2005-10-16T22:26:00.000+08:00
i'm starting to miss CHARLEEN.LEO.JIA.YING a lot :(

yay to RSS bestfriends, reunion coming soon!

2005-10-16T20:44:00.000+08:00
You are my shelter
God of all wonders
You are the Hero of my life

that song gets me every time :) today i was grumpy, i'm having female monthly stress haha, but i was so excited to go church today and i wasn't disappointed!

darling jane haha yay we'll get to go out soon! i miss you you're so tall now!

You came for me
Your life for mine
when i couldn't save myself
You bore my pain
my sin my shame
Jesus my Lord my life!

yesterday was a looong day. i met up with jan and gou in the morning (how could ihave been late??) and we went to the VJ open house. it was very cool, haha, i'm determined to get there! after that we blew $50 (!!!!) on lunch at billy bombers and met up with dee and we travelled the longlong way to gou's church, where we met up with anne and tian. then we took the longlong taxi ride home (it was over twenty dollars, my goodness)

all i need is you, Lord
is you, Lord,
all i need is You~

charleen and jiayee: EOYs over, thanks for your smses, we'll go out soon you're gonna call me a taitai again ha, i won't let you!

2005-10-14T21:49:00.000+08:00
i'm sleepy and grumpy and my ears sting.

pffft.

i finally pierced my ears with janice and xuan and it's weird man, haha. mummy scared me, saying that if i don't take care of my ears it'll rot! goodness! after that we went to tjc to walk round hello wendy i haven't talked to you for ages :) tj's not that bad it's quite pleasant, but it's VJC I WANNA SEE! yeah!! hoorah, we're going there tomorrow and gourie's church (gou whywhywhy did your period come?? next week okay? wurve you!) and jan, you shouldn't have told mr basketball i called him mr basketball i was so embarassed!! haha now i owe you ice cream. i always lose bets!

i miss phoebelim, my jacqueline(s) & clarelim!

To look upon your face in all Your fullness would mean certain death (Ex. 33:20). Yet You allow me- laden with sin that i am- to enter into Your presence through the blood of Jesus Christ (Hebrews 4:16). and as i approach Your throne, i am enamored with Your beauty. The grandeur and splendor of Your presence astounds me

2005-10-13T20:39:00.000+08:00
i want church NOW.

thank God for friends, thank God for a strong mum, thank God for a lovely dad, thank God for my annoying but lovable sister, thank God for the house i live in, thank God for a wonderful class, thank God for old friends who don't judge but just listen, thank God for auntie nora, thank God for NCC, thank God for food, thank God for EVERYTHING i feel like the richest girl in the world now, just like pastor prince said!!

counting my blessings = AWESOME

that day me phoe and xuan hung out at life bookshop for AGES and i bought this fantastic book Prayers to Move your Mountains. it rocks man. read this and you'll see why.

Heavenly Father, when was the last time i told You i loved You? often, i get so caught up in the busyness of my life and the concerns of the world that i fail to stop and tell You that i love You. so here i am, expressing these often- neglected words from the depth of my heart: I Love You.

i love You because before i was even created, You loved me (1 John 4:19). when i sought to live my life apart from You, Your love remained the same- ever beckoning me back to You again (Romans 5:8). even when i am unlovely and seemingly unlovable, You continue to love me and accept me because Your compassions never fail. (Lamentations 3:22) when i am faithless, You promise in Your Word that You remain faithful because You cannot deny Yourself. (2 Timothy 2:13) i find comfort and security in the fact that there is nothing i can do to make You love me any more or less than You already do.

i love Your love!!! :)

2005-10-13T14:04:00.000+08:00
nowhere in this life or the next that i can outrun Your love :)

no one can touch me like You do. the presence of Your love and the power of Your word extend to my darkest secret and deepest need. Because You are everywhere, You also see into the recesses of my heart. You know my faults, failures, and foibles better than i do. yet even in those times- when i, above all people, detest myself the most- You accept me and call me Your own.

He has made me glad,
He has made me glad
i will rejoice for He has made me glad-aaaa-had!!!
He has made me glad
He has made me glad
i will rejoice for He has made me glad

2005-10-12T21:47:00.000+08:00
it feels good to touch the piano again after so long. it does not feel good to hear all the pieces i mangled because i've grown so rusty.

today, i did something drastic, something i would never, under normal circumstances, usually do.

i cut my fringe.

ack, horrors. but i suppose i look okay though.

and since mummy bought me nice earrings i suppose there's no reason not to pierce my ears anymore. my fountain of excuses has run dry. mei pierced hers yesterday and she told me that it certainly did not feel like an ant's bite at all.

2005-10-11T17:21:00.000+08:00
exams are over isn't it great?? *grins*

so today i corpsebride-ed with phoe and xuan and we ran into loads of people in suntec. haha i liked lunch the best we sakae-ed but we were bonding a lot over lunch it was cool man somemore sakae was so uluated, very good place to bond. =) i feel like sleeping now but i won't la, i'm going to invade this tub of ice cream first. we spent AGES in life bookshop very cool very cool.

no more tuition for this year yeah!

2005-10-09T18:37:00.000+08:00
auntie anne's. fruit tips. haagen daz. godiva chocolate. aaaand! campbell mushroom soup!

ahh. all that wonderful sugary goodness that i'm managed to consume in my short, short body today.

mmm. =)

anyhoo, i really am so in love with NCC it's so awesome man. because we're learning the right stuff! yay go pastor prince! and i'm so buying one of mr lucado's books. his website is awesome, his church must be awesome too!

and i'm so glad we went to church today though all three of us overslept AGAIN (i still think it's very cute!! ;P) because i realised that NOT going to church for one week really makes a person feel rather ill inside. SO! today my soul was satisfied and kathleen is one happy child of God now filled to the brim with SHALOM peace! today we learnt about blessings and thanksgiving. so i'm going to adopt a new attitude and discover how blessed i am! i realise that after every service i should look through the notes i took else i just toss what i learnt out of the window. yes yes i shall. back to blessings. so i'm going to tell meimei right now how much i love her (i think she'll mime puking but whee, i love her anyway, that too-tall-for-her-own-good-boogerbrain)

2005-10-05T23:42:00.000+08:00
what is kathleen doing online when tomorrow is the amaths and history paper??

i'll tell you.

because she wants to PRAISE THE LORD for seeing her through the chemistry paper today! i was so frightened in the morning after CL paper 1 and "looked very worried" i was told and i was so frightened, thankyou jacqueline owyong, talking to you was very soothing, i miss you a lot, we have next thursday to look forward to :)

yesyes, like i was saying, PRAISE THE LORD because He really did help me with my paper, i was like "diediedie" but He was like, "no, see? I'm helping you" and i felt so calm after question 5/6 of section A that i knew He was with me :) haha, but i felt like vomiting during chinese paper 1, all the way at the back, had no air to breathe la.

anyway! amaths tomorrow! i shall make aunty jo proud! haha, and oh, history. i pray that Russia'll come out for SEQ man. yay, the Lord is good to me, iloveHimiloveHimiloveHim!!

hope mei's PSLE goes well. bet she'll get higher than i did for pri 6, pfft.

goodnight! am making good friends with empress dowager cixi now.

goodluck people for the remaining of your exams!!

2005-09-18T16:12:00.000+08:00
You take my hand
and lead me to Your side
Your warm embrace
sets my heart on fire
You are my shelter
God of all wonders
You are the Hero of my life

i live for You
the Savior of my life
Your love for me
is wider than the skies

You came for me
Your life for mine
when i couldn't save myself
You bore my pain
my sin my shame
Jesus my Lord my life!

2005-09-14T17:37:00.000+08:00
today was studying with my two jacquelines. aww, love them although both are perrrrvs.

Jesus, what a beautiful name
Son of God, Son of man
Lamb that was slain
Joy and peace, strength and hope
grace that blows all fear away
Jesus, what a beautiful name

yay, Jesus, you can take me now. =)

2005-09-13T19:00:00.000+08:00
grr. still shy. STUPID VEGETABLES!!! =(

2005-09-11T20:46:00.000+08:00
He's my God and
He is my refuge
He's the rock on which I stand
He's my fortress
God, He is my life
He holds the oceans in His hand

the holidays are over.
kathleen shall be a mugger.
after EOYs, i shall get ears pierced.
i shall make auntie jo proud and score well for amath.
and i shall try very hard to do well for chinese.

i think it's cool that guys with the same name appeal to us *hugs phoebe*

today all 3 of us overslept, i think it's cute =)

There's nothing my God cannot do
There's nothing my God cannot do
There's nothing my God cannot do
There's nothing my God cannot do

no, i'm not daoing you. i'm just not talking to you.

2005-09-10T17:49:00.000+08:00
the second star to the right
shines in the night for you
to tell you that the dreams you dream
really can come true

the second star to the right
shines with a light that's rare
and if it's neverland you need
it's light will lead you there

twinkle twinkle little star
so i'll know where you are
gleaming in the skies above
lead me to the land i dream of

and when our journey is through,
each time we say goodnight
i'll thank the little star that shines
the second from the right

2005-09-09T09:48:00.000+08:00
i realise i always blog about things one day late.

so anyway. let's talk about yesterday.

went studying with gourie at starbucks, glad to spend time with her after such a long time. we headed over to her family, happybirthday gourie's mother's bestfriend! and gou, i love every single member of your family.

spent time with meimei yesterday taking lovelylvoely photos, yay =)

am missing janice.lee.si.jie alotalot.

i'm seeing phoebelim today, hoorah, been apart too long, holidays aren't nice =(

2005-09-05T09:58:00.000+08:00
let's talk about yesterday.

church once again, was awesome! yes Lord, yes Lord, yes yes Lord. God will protect us! and all the things that are happening now (the thing in gaza, hurricane katherine etc) are the consequences of countries touching israel. i'm not sure what new orleans did to israe; but i'll go find out. now i know why the romans don't exist anymore! NCC is for the law for the reason God gave the law. to humble us by knowing our sins and not to make us prideful. what a wonderful church. although the Devil has been defeated, it's way of thinking must be removed, i will change my mindset, i will, i will. i will be rainbow minded!!!

thank God for ngyuxuan for going to church with me every week. we were talking about it and we both agreed how important it was to have a churchbuddy to motivate you to go for church. i know that if she stopped going with me, i'd go to church for the first few weeks alone, but eventually, get lazy. and then i'd feel guilty about not going to church. being alone makes you lazy, i think. so thank God for the encouragement we have been giving each other. hello denise! yay i finally see you. thanks for your smses and calls, ever so sweet. =) the new toyRus at suntec is nice, i like the flashing colourful lights in front of the shop.

phoebelim, my pretty snowflake, congrats on getting the part, i prayed about it, see? the power of prayer is effective and strong! yay i love you so much thankyou for comforting me on the phone last night i felt better after what you said. even if i feel far from God, He is near, He will never forsake me, i am valauble and precious in His eyes. and oh, i'm seeing you on friday! hoorah!

i like the book limin lent me. it makes me think a lot. max lucado rules man.

oh, what a wonderful person Jesus is, clothed with a scarlet cloak, and crowned with thorns, and bleeding and tired and knowing his emminent death, you still had eyes flooded with love anyway for us, even though we are so full of sin and you weren't, you had to become sin for us. drinking from the cup of sorrows- of sin, turning your Father's wrath against you- for a sin-hating Father now had a Son who was sin. how much You lvoe us! how much we are undeserving of Your love!

i'm so aware of Christ in me now.

You are my strength when i am weak
You are the treasure that i seek
You are my all in all
seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord to give up, i'd be a fool
You are my all in all

parents:
are you really going to send me to that scary woman??

2005-09-01T16:15:00.000+08:00
yesterday was teachers' day and we had our like i love you dance. i was nervous but wasn't anymore when i was on stage, praise God! =) don't worry jan and renee, you guys were great on stage, i saw how nervous you were backstage, i tripped over one of your instruments i think. either that or it was the stupid curtain. afterthat we took dance photo and me and dee went back to rss. mygoodness, the school's changed so much! can't recognise anything anymore, and so many of the old teachers were gone, hello huanglaoshi you always gave me lowlow for my tingxie. hello mdm chong! yay we see you every year, you are nice even though you couldn't remember my name at first. hello miss wong! you're so skinny now. dee was frightening all the cute little primary school kiddies and she wanted to eat her heirou! ha, she got her wish, i wish i got mine, i wanted to eat the jelly thing that i used to be mad about in my pri school days you could suck the jelly out it cost twenty cents i bought it every recess, they don't have it anymore!!

hello jiayee and lynnette and zhoumo and dolly and shiwen and janice and calathea and laofun and benjamin and tonglin and yongkit and yanlin (sorry i forgot your name at first!) and weeho and the two boys who i shall not name. dunlike. you both make me angry i didn't want to see you yesterday. and my bestfriend since 2000, CHARLEENLEOJIAYING, hello! glad you could make it. haha, i was tempted to not go because you weren't going but i went and good thing i did, because you smsed later to say you could go! hoorah! praise God! sorry for not recognising you, benjamin. tonglin, you always ask me how lynette is, haha, bet you'll ask me next year. after that, all of us went to tm and we separated after lunch, i went off for dessert gossiping with charleen and jiayee, they both ganged up to bully me, can't believe i thought that taitai meant auntie, so embarrassing! nono, no liposuction, never ever will. sorry for the misunderstanding charmaine! i really felt very stupid. evil woonhwee laughed at my chinese, ha, i shall improve my chinese so i can communicate with you next time i see you! hello dear jane, my goodness, you're so tall! yay, i see you again.

tomorrow's the last dance practice of the year, sigh. i quite enjoy friday classes. after tomorrow, is MUGGING TIME and i seriously have to study.

by the way, i told my parents about you and my friends and all of us think you have a serious problem.

devour pocky yay!

i extol you
oh Lord i extol you
you are high above the earth
all creation shouts your worth

2005-08-26T21:25:00.000+08:00
WE'RE 3E9 (UH-UH!)
WE'RE SO DIVINE (OOOOH!)

we won zany parade! we did it! yay, praise the Lord!

gourie got her bible, go read, girl! read and meditate and feel His love! =)

clare, don't know what's wrong but i'll pray for you.

2005-08-24T21:22:00.000+08:00
thankyou darlings, for making today fun! watched the maid today with krissa and siwei and i'm so glad i finally could spend time with them. ha, today was funn, i told siwei that i would comfort her during the movie but i think she ended up comforting me. haha, see siwei, you are comforting! =) ah, you said, "i am shitting" so loudly! i bet the ppl in other cubicles were surprised! and oh, sweetie, i still don't know what pink hippo you're talking about, i have the blue one. and krissa, shoot, i can't believe i forgot i owe you so much money! 5 MONTHS OVERDUE OHMY. and hey, you owe me something too! =) i shan't ever watch horrow movies with you again, you grab people during the scary parts, it's your fault i screamed/squealed. and it's ALSO your fault about the flying popcorn.

it's cool that three of us can fit into one elevator step =)

thank God for friends. old and new =)

today during LEGACY me, phoe, xuan, anne, clare and gourie sat together to talk about Him. it's so cool to have so many people sharing your beliefs. praise Him for letting phoe and limin be my messengers and for them bringing me to church, such a great impact on my life, i will never be the same. anne was telling us how she brought gou to church and how it felt like and i suddenly remembered my first time i went up front by myself to accept Christ. so amazing. i was crying and i didn't know why. then i met denise and she told me why. thank God for denise, she made me see the light! haha, i never want to stop believing, it's so wonderful, thank God for church buddies and for placing me in a class with so many believers!

~praise Him, praise Him, praise Him in everything~

zany parade on friday, hope things go well, the class is enthu about it, that's cool! ha, naqiah, why didn't you go to orchard?? you must tell me whywhywhy tomorrow, okay?

miss ann is leaving us!! whywhywhy?? =(

teachers' day rehearsal is on friday recess, frightened! the shirt is too loose around the chest area are we wearing jazz pants? but pink and black go togetehr very well =) saturday~ DARE service, ethel sweetie, you must protect us, we'll be frightened! loveya!

2005-08-21T21:06:00.000+08:00
so wonderful, i was so enlightened during church today my life will never be the same. thank God for church, for church buddies, for pastors and for Jesus! gourie darling, i'll pray for you, i'm so glad you went to church today with anne, so glad you accepted Christ, so glad for everything God's doing to you!

so blessed i can't contain it,
so much i gotta give it away~

Lord, You can do whatever Yuo like with me, i'm Yours, now and forever! =)

yay, LEGACY project today i still say the last slide was the best, all our faces dao-ing the crowd! i realised i went to the toilet many, many times today!

2005-08-21T15:35:00.000+08:00
madnessnaqiah and smileyxuan are destroying my hair!!

2005-08-19T23:06:00.000+08:00
washes me
whiter then the snow
(than the snow)
my Jesus, God's precious sacrifice

"Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing."
-Luke 23:34
ohmy, i can't believe i've never discovered this verse before. now i can't stop thinking about it. His first words on the cross! ryl says she likes his last words, "It is finished" cuz when He said that, man was redeemed. hee, after hearing her say that, every time i thought of His first words, i thought of His last words too. =)
Jesus, you are wonderful beyond words, your legacy will live on and on and on.

2005-08-18T23:35:00.000+08:00
oh gaza =(

2005-08-16T20:59:00.000+08:00
apparently i'm MOTHERLY. lol.. or so jacQ says. ohmy. MOTHERLY. why do i suddenly feel very, old? now i know why the gals from WOCKY bought me the old bean. ahh. sweet memories. =)

haha.. tuition is becoming more and more intersting with you there~ =)

26 ppl in class believe in heaven!! AWESOME. ha. i want to go to church again it's only tuesday 5 more days to go!

being ungrounded is funn!

getting fat with all the chocs and please, no more mention about the fat army guy i think i'm traumatised for life. that means you, phoebelim!! =)

bio and chem today was alright, HUMONGOUS eyebags because of mugging last night and last last night. tomorrow we have tingxie for once this year!

and i will read my bible and pray
and i will follow You all day~

2005-08-16T20:44:00.000+08:00
Christianity is not just something we do, but something Jesus did for us.
Romans 5:8 "But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us."

Christianity is not intended to make us better people; Jesus makes us new people.
2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."

Christianity is not just pie in the sky when you die, it is the kingdom of heaven in our hearts.
Luke 17:21 "Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you."

Christianity is not a Sunday affair. Its a daily love affair with Jesus.
Matthew 22:37 "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind."

Christianity is not a heavy burden, Jesus' burden is light.
Jesus said in: Matthew 11:29-30 "Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

Christianity is not just a way of life to be practised - it is a gift of life to be nurtured.
Romans 6:23 "For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord."

Christianity is not earned through good works. Its a free gift.
Ephesians 4:8-9 "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: [it is] the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.

Christianity is not a new start in life. It is a new life to start.
Romans 6:4 "Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life."

Christianity is not western or eastern, It from above, through Jesus in heaven above.
John 3:31 "He that cometh from above is above all: he that is of the earth is earthly, and speaketh of the earth: he that cometh from heaven is above all."

Christianity is not about "arriving" it's about "journeying" with Jesus.
Matthew 16:24 "Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me."

Christianity is not simply a lifestyle, It is living and dying for Jesus.
Mark 8:35 For whosoever will save his life shall lose it; but whosoever shall lose his life for my sake and the gospel's, the same shall save it.

Christianity is not a culture, Christianity is transcultural.
Mark 16:15 "And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature."

Christianity is not a philosophy or outlook on life, its looking to a living Jesus.
Hebrews 12:1-2 "Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset [us], and let us run with patience the race that is set before us, Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of [our] faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God."

Christianity is not brain-washing, but the washing away of sins in Jesus blood.
1 John 1:7 "But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin."

Christianity is not a bunch of do's and don'ts. It is love, life and liberty through Jesus Christ.
Galatians 5:1 "Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage."

Christianity is not hereditary. It is an inheritance we receive by faith in Jesus.
Colossians 1:12 "Giving thanks unto the Father, which hath made us meet to be partakers of the inheritance of the saints in light."

Christianity is not always an easy walk but an eternally rewarding one.
Matthew 5:10 "Blessed are they which are persecuted for righteousness' sake: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven."

Christianity is not a fairy tale, a myth or fable. It is a fact its witnesses even died for.
2 Peter 1:16 "For we have not followed cunningly devised fables, when we made known unto you the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but were eyewitnesses of his majesty."

Christianity is not something hidden, private or kept personal, it is something that shows.
Matthew 5:14 "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid."

Christianity is not one of many possible religious options. Jesus is the only way!
John 14:6 "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me."
1 Timothy 2:5 "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus;"

Christianity is not denying reality, but debunking deception and discovering true reality.
Titus 3:3 "For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving divers lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, [and] hating one another."

Christianity is not dependent on race, color, sex or background. All are one in Jesus.
Galatians 3:28 "There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus."

Christianity is not an excuse for our sins, but freedom from servitude to sin.
Romans 6:6 "Knowing this, that our old man is crucified with him, that the body of sin might be destroyed, that henceforth we should not serve sin."

Christianity is not a get rich quick scheme, but contentment in all situations.
Hebrews 13:5 "Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee."

Christianity is not all the answers on a silver platter. Its receiving Him who has the answers.
John 6:68 "Then Simon Peter answered him, Lord, to whom shall we go? thou hast the words of eternal life."

Christianity is not a crutch, its a life support machine.
1 John 5:11-12 "And this is the record, that God hath given to us eternal life, and this life is in his Son. He that hath the Son hath life; and he that hath not the Son of God hath not life."

Christianity is not just for the life hereafter, but life in abundance here and now.
John 10:10 The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly.

Christianity is not primarily churchgoing, ceremonies, creeds or conduct. It is Christ in you.
Colossians 1:27 "To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:"

Christianity is not a new religion, it is fulfilment of the promises made to Adam & Abraham.
John 8:58 "Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Before Abraham was, I am."

Christianity is not momentary emotional experience, it is a lifetime commitment.
Matthew 10:22 "And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."

Christianity is not something you are born into. it is being born again in spirit.
John 3:3 "Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God."

Christianity is not boring, It is peace & joy in the Holy Spirit.
Romans 14:17 For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.

Christianity is not in contradiction with science. Studying Gods creation reveals the creator.
Romans 1 20 "For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse:"

Christianity is not irrelevant and is not just ancient history in a book. It is life and godliness.
2 Peter 1:3 "According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue:"

Christianity is not a spectator sport, All Christians are expected to participate.
Hebrews 12:1 " Wherefore seeing we also are compassed about with so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which doth so easily beset us, and let us run with patience the race that is set before us,"

Christianity is not just something you do, it is faith in Jesus.
Ephesians 2:8-9 "For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.

Christianity is not just faith, it is something you do.
James 2:20 "But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?"

Christianity is not about buildings. It's about souls, "spiritual stones"
1 Peter 2:5 "Ye also, as lively stones, are built up a spiritual house, an holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices, acceptable to God by Jesus Christ."

Christianity is not about doctrines and denominations, It's a family united by Jesus blood.
Matthew 23:8 "But be not ye called Rabbi: for one is your Master, even Christ; and all ye are brethren."
Romans 12:5 "So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another"

Christianity is not just another institution or organization. It is a living body.
1 Corinthians 12:12 "For as the body is one, and hath many members, and all the members of that one body, being many, are one body: so also is Christ."

Christianity is not an escape from fear of death. but faith in Jesus conquering death.
Hebrews 2:14 "Forasmuch then as the children are partakers of flesh and blood, he also himself likewise took part of the same; that through death he might destroy him that had the power of death, that is, the devil; And deliver them who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage."

Christianity is not about getting smart, its about getting a new heart.
Ezekiel 36:26 "A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh."

Christianity is not satisfying self but self denial and self sacrifice.
James 1:27 "Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world."

Christianity is not a badge you put on your chest, It is the core of your existence.
2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new."

Christianity is not salvation through observing set rules and regulations but faith in Jesus.
Acts 16:31 "And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house."

2005-08-14T17:45:00.000+08:00
uncle ming is awaaay so i'm using the comp. we went churching today! yesyes, churching is a word, didn't you know? such a nice word =) so i went churching with phoe today and there was this cute old norwegien pastor today that looked like obelix! haha.. mr. obelix was funny and i hope he comes round more often.

and ohmy, the coolest thing happened, i was closing my eyes during worship and then when i opened them., ryl was standing in front of me! haha.. she had booked the seat next to us! SO COOL hello ryl!

sigh. i wasn't giving you a look, i just said, "a little bit." =(

and yes, i said that i knew the way!

2005-08-12T21:42:00.000+08:00
today we went to the Carnival@Marina, we spent half the time wandering round looking for the rollercoaster! we didn't find it, oh dear. i ran into janice teo! hello, old friend. =) tired legs now. went to suntec with xuan afterwards and we ice kacang-ed.

phoe told us today about all the wonderful things in heaven! so lovely! i love it, i'm gonna pester her for more =)

yay, clare, go to church and be happy! i'm so happy for you i shall go and write you a testimonial now! HOORAH! and ohmy, you're using your little notebook to write down your blessings? i think that's so cool! and you'll accumulate more and more and mroe and see how much God is blessing you! =)yay

took photos aplenty today, liked the jumping photos the best! so fun! haha, xuan i shall post them on friendster, and no, you don't look weird =)

ooh, edna is my new friend! she's nice, i like her!

and no, i did not prod the army guy on purpose!
nor did i do anything to the little children in the next bus!
*huffs*

2005-08-10T20:49:00.000+08:00
today was english project day and ooh, last night was cool, we were at the top floor of the swissotel the stamford and in a suite and we saw the fireworks up close! happy bdae singapore!

happy bdae to abby, siwei and tiffany too =)

2005-08-08T21:34:00.000+08:00
today was national day celebrations in school! i borrowed wani's baju kurung and wore it to school. thankyou naqiah for going to school with me today! and thankyou ethel for going to school with me EVERYDAY =)

naqiah darling has cut her hair! so has miss gourie pandey!! they both look nice =)oh, today i was sorta grouchy tho taking laods of photos really made me happy! and after the celebrations we went to parkway for lunch and then the 7 of us went to dana's place to practice dance. it's cool. there's this little studio where we practiced. new photos on friendster! loving it =)

2005-08-07T19:12:00.000+08:00
church was awesome today! i loved it! AWESOME

clare, your blog makes peopel so happy, my goodness, we all love you so much, never stop believing!

tomorrow's national day celebrations! i'm wearing wani's kebaya, it's a little big but i like it anyway =) and oh, best of luck to teh band people, i'll be praying for you guys!

thanks be to my tuitionteacher who made me see what i've been doing wrong all this while. you rock, laoshi!

2005-08-06T21:23:00.000+08:00
so when my parents say grounded, they mean i can go out with family. alright. i ran into sarah lee in tm today, my she's grown! i almost didn't recognise her! ohmyohmy. but thanks God i did. it would have been so embarrassing to wave back to someone you didn't recognise.

church tomorrow with daph and xuan. first service, we're waking up extra early, PHOEBE LIM WHEN ARE YOU COMING FOR SUNDAY SERVICE WITH US?? WE MISS YOU!! =)

2005-08-04T20:27:00.000+08:00
finally NAPFA is over, i can relax now

thanks the Lord for making everything alright now. and thank Him for jacowyong, who knows me so well =)

2005-08-02T14:49:00.000+08:00
again.

again and again and again and again and again and again!

when will it ever stop?

stop.. please?

2005-07-31T14:38:00.000+08:00
church today, woke up at six thirty but still managed to be late anyway. hee =) today me and xuan wore big shirts and short shorts and weird bags and went to church! haha.. we were so self- conscious, but then we told ourselves that we were gorgeous. so there. ahaha.

service was good today! i loved it! i loved it! it made me want to read my bible. God wants our soul to prosper, and we are so Loved!!

new photos up on friendster! happyday =)

2005-07-30T21:57:00.000+08:00
alright. i feel sad =( i got grounded. oohman. and i didn't get to pierce my ears in the end.

being grounded is a sad thing. dunlike.

2005-07-30T10:41:00.000+08:00
today shall be a HAPPY day =)

missing them, miss them, will miss them, today we shall not be missing each other, but will BE with each other and we LOVE each other =)

2005-07-26T20:43:00.000+08:00
i feel sad =( Lord, save me. and don't make them suffer because of me.

i need to talk to someone. saturday please come with more speed!! then i can talk to them. i really, really need to talk.

2005-07-25T20:20:00.000+08:00
chinese oral was TERRIBLE. she held out her hand for the paper and i shook her hand! how stupid can i be??? and then she laughed at me. ohnohno. and what about the THOUSANDS of words that i didn't know how to say?? goodness.

it's over, no more dwelling, bio ca tomorrow, mug hard tonight.

thanks to limin for the cow, meishan for the shorts, jill for the pretty bracelet, abby for the donkey, fiqqie for the treats, daph for the doll, sasa for the bracelet. =) thanks to clare, anne, wani, gourie, phoe, shee for making saturday fun.

bio. pyloric sphincter. gastric guice. maltose. galactose. headache. ugh.

You will never ever change
yesterday, today the same =)

2005-07-23T22:43:00.000+08:00
today was awesome, thank you guys =)

2005-07-23T01:28:00.000+08:00
thank the Lord for tonight! friends are the best, tonight was AWESOME, i loved it, thank you guys for making tonight so fun and making me so HAPPY =) joslyn and ethel, thanks for the presents, i now have no speace to fit in cows!! i love the cup and the flabby cow. carissa, siwei, chuachua and evie, i love the ring. i am so much in love with it, you guys have no idea, and i believe that it wasn't cheap! so a big THANK YOU! jac ow, i love you, girl, thanks for the present, i really appreciate it. seeing you next saturday!

janice, thanks for the porny present. =) don't be so upset, yeah? gerry and abby, i love you guys, gerry and kim, thanks for the humongous cow! steph, thanks for the necklace! thanks to mei for baking the cake, thanks to daddy for sending darling friends home, thanks to mummy and auntie nora for making our candlelight dinner possible.

no thanks to the madman who frightened us on our way home. =( i am scared that you live near me!

arms are tired from dance. TIRING. it was such a chore to wash my hair.

2005-07-21T20:58:00.000+08:00
TO WHOEVER THAT KEEPS BULLYING XUAN ON HER TAGBOARD: STOP IT!

2005-07-20T15:09:00.000+08:00
thank God for friends =)

2005-07-18T21:45:00.000+08:00
i'm going to study chinese now, chinese ca on thursay, scary! no more hanyupinyin to help me pull up my marks. BOO. emaths spring test on wednesday on trig and vol & surface area of similar figures, need to rememebr to study, lit ca due friday, i finished the poem, need to work on the 2nd part. bio ca on tuesday, chapter 5 and 6, two very heavy chapters, start studying tomorrow, girl. amaths ca next wednesday, on quad equatns, functions and coordinate geom, SCARY! week six: emaths and history ca, BOO.

goodness!

2005-07-18T21:44:00.000+08:00
i just remembered a conversation i had with gourie last night. we agreed that we would grow old together and talk about gay guys when we're in rocking chairs!!

i bet we were really high yesterday night.

whoo. quote "horny old women", end quote, by miss gourie pandey.

goodness!

2005-07-18T16:57:00.000+08:00
It's Your blood that cleanses me,
It’s Your blood that gives me life.
It’s Your blood that took my place
In redeeming sacrifice,
And washes me whiter than the snow, than the snow.
My Jesus, God’s precious sacrifice.

It's Your blood that cleanses me,
It’s Your blood that gives me life.
It’s Your blood that took my place
In redeeming sacrifice,
And washes me whiter than the snow, than the snow.
My Jesus, God’s precious sacrifice.

2005-07-18T16:54:00.000+08:00
ahhh.. just finished all three exercises for emaths. tiring =( i want to go on holiday! goodness, HBP's plot is still floating around in my head, nono, badkat, this term i have to be more studious. goodness, last term i felt so slack. work harder this term, yes i will.

going to spend time with jac owyong next saturday, i need to talk to her badly.

2005-07-17T15:10:00.000+08:00
i just came back from church. we bought crosses! christ is in me =) p prince is back, yay! but i was sleepy during service today because i stayed up late last night to finish my hp book. ohno, dumbledore died, i'm still in mourning =( at first i thought the book going a bit weird cuz i thought that j.k rowling was trying to rush things, but the ending totally made up for it. dark! goodness. but oh, so many fluffy bits in the middle of the book. draco malfoy didn't appear much at all! only a little in the beginning, and a little in the end. such a shame. =( i like him. poo. and ohgoodness, why did j.k rowling kill off dumbledore?? SAD. =( i'm not happy with the pairings!! i want hermione to go with draco and harry... to go with anyone else. not ginny! *wail*

mummy and daddy just bought me a camera for my birthday. thank you, mummy and daddy! i love you guys! you rule =)

ohno.. phoe said that saturday's dance didn't go well, i hope they aren't too upset. it sounded very heartbreaking. =( cheerup guys!

2005-07-16T21:34:00.000+08:00
anyone who bullies xuan shall answer to me, you evil person. =(

2005-07-16T21:32:00.000+08:00
i picked up my hp book today and then went to meet jac chua aftterwards. we wandered round bugis and took neos, which i find hilarious. after that, i spent the entire day reading the book and i have only six chapters left. whoo. =) actually, i think this book isn't as good as the previous ones. maybe it's just me. ah well.

2005-07-15T18:26:00.000+08:00
today was a FUN day!!!

so many blessings today! english dramatisation, history ca, i feel so loved =) and oh, today's bio lesson was the most interesting one of all!

renee found two dead bats! apparently they were mating before they died. and we know so because we um.. have evidence. yeah. i think they had seizures or something and fell off the tree. lol. so amusing. ms tay kept the male one in a container and she went around the class showing us the female one. my goodness, both bats had eyes that bulged out like marbles! seizures, yup. lol. and um.. we learnt a very interesting fact about the female bat's chest and.. yeah. and the female bat was so much bigger than the male one. it was frightening, like an ugly rat with wings.

eee.

and that was during bio lesson.

and then, after ms tay taught us for FIVE minutes, ms loke announced that there would be a schoolwide spotcheck because theft occured AGAIN in three eight. so frightening. this is like, the sixth or seventh time theft has happened since term 2. our school is getting from bad to worse =( many people say that my class is next because before three eight, theft occurred in three seven, and before that, in three sixth. so niners, be careful with your belongings. they didn't catch the thief/ thieves today. has anyone ever thought that it might be a teacher? i just thought about it. goodness.

i believe no niner would do this kind of thing =)

and the spotcheck was ALSO during bio lesson, so we learnt very little today in bio. lol.

and today, mummy took me out after school for a little while and bought me my belated youth day present. she bought me a lovely ring which i think costs a lil too much. i'm in love with it. i shall wear it around everywhere. mummy's ring, yay! =D

ooh, tomorrow i'm going with jac chua to go and purchase our harry potter books. after we get them, we're gonna take neos first and then head straight home to read them.

i shall spend sunday and monday with xuan and we shall be happy people =)

2005-07-14T20:02:00.000+08:00
today was english oral. was so frightened, my goodness. hope i do well.

today is a happy day because we're not fighting anymore, yay =) thank God for making us okay again. i feel so happy.

2005-07-13T18:31:00.000+08:00
there's something wrong with friendster, i have no testimonials!! grr.

dave pelzer's My Story is brilliant, glad i finally got round to reading it. Whee. shall finish it in a few days.

i feel bloated =( ate so much, what's more i came home and found out that mummy dearest bought me pocky, so i ate and now i feel like a pig. BOO.

2005-07-12T15:48:00.000+08:00
today mummy said that i could go to tuition on friday since there's no dance so.. no maths tuition today. waiting for lao shi to turn up for chinese tuition so i decided to blog a bit. mei is in school, mummy's out and aunty nora's doing her own stuff. i haven't bathed yet and am smelly. yay =)

i have no idea what to do with my hp book. shall let the wind take me wherever.

we have alot of emaths homework, luckily it isn't due tomorrow or i'll pass away right now and everyone will mourn my death with sticks of pocky. ooh, talking about death, i died in our english dramatisation yesterday, everyone said it was funny. it was supposed to be a very sad and tragic thing we were doing. ohwell, at least they liked it =)

i want to talk to jacowyong very, very badly.

i need to sleep earlier so i can pay better attention in lessons. whee. chinese ca next week, when we haven't even learnt chapter 16 and 17 yet. miss chiam is gonna rush through everything and all of us are going to fail. whoo. she hasn't come for 2 lessons and so, naturally, we played and made noise. whee.

amaths is getting harder, the trig thing was easy to comprehend at first, afterwards it became sorta tricky. oh, chem ca today was tricky too, i don't know if i'll do well, my answers are all so funny. emaths ca being returned to us tomorrow, NERVOUS!

dragonfly, dragonfly, spread your wings and fly..

i ate prata today and am happy. cheesepratayum =)

2005-07-12T15:30:00.000+08:00
i won't hurt you
i'll protect you
i won't let the rain fall down
i'll always be around

and baby i will understand if sometimes
you just want to spread your wings and fly
and let your colours shine

and everyday i wanna be a risk you take
make a promise that will never break for life

you're my butterfly
don't fly away open my hands your free
praying you'll come back to me
you're my butterfly
don't fly away
you're my reality
always be my gravity
you're my butterfly
come on and touch the sky
you're my butterfly

i won't forget you
or neglect you
won't let no-one take your place
in your eyes i see my face

and baby do you know that everybody watches
every time that you take flight
they're blinded by your light

every day the feeling's gonna be the same
i can promise that will never change for life

2005-07-11T16:48:00.000+08:00
my God is an awesome God
He reigns from heaven above
with wisdom, power and love
my God is an awesome God. =)

2005-07-10T15:25:00.000+08:00
today i went to church with xuan and now i feel happy and satisfied and happy!!! we bought kiran a present and we made a pact to buy crosses next week to put in our rooms. ilovexuan =)

2005-07-09T18:25:00.000+08:00
so today i went for dental and spent a lil time with my darling sister after that. i lvove her =) we took neos and i dragged her around heeren and we spent some time in kinokuniya in taka and she admitted that it was fun! yay. i made my sister happy =)

2005-07-08T17:51:00.000+08:00
i ache all over =(

hand of God

2005-07-05T17:39:00.000+08:00
The hand of God is a mighty hand =)
oh, the hands of Jesus. Hands of incarnation at his birth. Hands of liberation as he healed. Hands of inspiration as he taught. Hands of dedication as he served. And hands of salvation as he died.
-taken from "He Chose The Nails" by Max Lucado, the book that i'll read over and over and over again and again and again. =)

2005-07-03T18:02:00.000+08:00
my bestfriend is coming back today =)

i watched war of the wrorlds today, it was good. very realistic. mummy bought me two books last night: i got the purpose driven life and the saboteur. haha. i'm so glad i got the purpose driven life, i've wanted it for ages. it's so inspirational. no matter what xuan sayd, i shall finish it! today's the second day. i shall finish all fourty days! so, technically, i'm 1/20 finished with the book. haha. thinking positive!! the book rocks. and because i think that i'm a procrastinator, i bought the saboteur. it's really interesting.

i overslept today!! so i didn't go to church!! feeling guilty now. luckily xuan also couldn't go or she'd have kicked me. i promised her that i wouldn't be late and i OVERSLEPT!! ohno. ohno. mum came into my room at eight and she was like, "aren't you supposed to go to church?" and then i was sleepily yelling, "ohno, ohno. church! xuan's gonna kill me!" haha. but she didn't. such a sweet girl. she rules!!

youth day tomorrow! mummy promised to buy me a ring that looked like ehrs. the nice one. *drools* she bought meimei a cookery book. meimei is obsessed with baking lately. and i egt to eat all her cakes! yay =)

meimei wants to be a chef. i want to be a cow.

2005-07-01T22:25:00.000+08:00
wait.

now i remember. am sad. hope we work things out.

2005-07-01T22:21:00.000+08:00
life is good to me =)

2005-06-28T18:11:00.000+08:00
i miss my bestfriend. =(

second day of school. i had stomach aches, so no tuition today. whee~ listening to songs about christ now. iloveiloveilove.

sleepyhead.

praying for:
~phoe to recover
~ethel to recover
~gou to recover
~abby to recover
~gd marks for combined humans ca
~jiayi
~jacqueline owyong

2005-06-27T16:46:00.000+08:00
praying for
~ phoebe to recover. being ill in another country must be the pits.
~ ethel to recover. being ill in spore is alos not good.
~ jiayi to cheer up and to know that i'm always here for her.

2005-06-26T16:34:00.000+08:00
just returned frmo watching batman begins. it's a good movie.

school starts tomorrow. where have the hols gone??

running

2005-06-26T00:21:00.000+08:00
i shall go jogging in the morning with mei. i shall, i shall. wake up on time!!!

2005-06-25T10:42:00.000+08:00
today i was supposed to go for D.A.R.E service with ethel but she got a high fever. get well soon, girl =) 40 degrees is very high. take your fluids!

today shall be a day of studying! study, study, study, then i gotta go visit my old neighbours. i don't even remember what they look like, but mummy and daddy say that it's imperitive to go, so i shall. grr.

two more days till school starts! the hols have whooshed past incredibly fast!

2005-06-24T01:18:00.000+08:00
mei's pretending to be sleeping. ahaha. i can see through her guise. =)

tomorrow morning there's tuition. bleahh. so boring. i suddenly feel like going to church. feeling kinda sad and kinda happy that school's starting again. how wonderful that i can see my friends again, yet, sad bcuz i can't idle around anymore, not worrying about anything school-related. i think tomorrow i'm gonna study for the upcoming history ca. i don't know what we have to study for social studies tho. sigh.

once school starts, they will be no more going on msn for me, no more time to read, no more time to surf the net, no more time to blog so frequently, no more time to go out, less neos, less shopping, more mugging, more stress, bigger eyebags. blah.

poo.

i miss my bestfriend =(

to think i was high just now.

2005-06-24T01:12:00.000+08:00
what a wondeful world =)

praying for..

2005-06-23T18:31:00.000+08:00
i pray for:
~* patience
~* self- discipline
~* preserverance
~* diligence
~* mummy
~* myself

2005-06-22T18:56:00.000+08:00
finished life of pi. started on someone like you.

feel studious. yet another rare case. shall work tonight, promise.

sad

2005-06-22T18:53:00.000+08:00
don't like being yelled at... :(

2005-06-21T23:52:00.000+08:00
"..so i was there with my other friends but it wasn't the same!"

"the same thing happened to me, with my new friends, i totally understand how you feel!"

"it's so weird, right? like something's missing.."

friends may drift apart, but memories never fade. the best ones cling to you forever, whether you ilke it or not.

i love my friends. old and new.

jay

2005-06-21T23:20:00.000+08:00
today, me, siwei, krissa and steph chua went to lido and we saw edison chen AND jay chou!! there were other actors from initial d as well but i don't care about them ><; ahehe. at first, we met up at orchard and wandered around a bit and then went to heeren to take loads of neos, which was so awesomely fun! and then we went to have lunch at cinilei and then we stood ourside lido for four hours i think. it was truly an experience. steph chua didn't feel too good, i guess it was the crowd. it was a terrible crowd. we were pushed, kicked, prodded, hassled, yelled at (by policemen) and to top it off, standing for 4 straight hours is not easy, i tell you. i felt a little nauseous myself. so i took steph away for some fresh air (the female policewoman let us) but afterwards the male policeman didn't let us back in! so idiotic. then we waited outside with bated breath tilll krissa told the policewoman to come fetch us. praise god! it was a miracle. another miracle happeend today cuaz we realised that we had made it just in time, bcuz a little while after we arrived and planted ourselves in the crowd, the policepeeps started to block ppl from coming in. it was a massice crowd. the crowd stretched all the way from lido to borders. it was enormous!!! we talked to pass the time, i bet some ppl had been there since two or three (we joined at five) armed with signs and banners and everything. jay fans. my only priority were jay and edison. the shuaiest guys ever!! whoo~ haha.

reached home at ten something, sleepy and with a blister on my foot.

boo.

but jay!! yay!

holiday

2005-06-21T10:27:00.000+08:00
**[~~holiday~~]**
by green day

hear the sound of the falling rain
coming down like an armageddon plague (HEY!)
the shame, the ones who die without a name

there's a song sounding out of key
to a hymn called faith and misery (Hey!)
a plead, the company lost the war today

i beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
this is the dawning of the rest of our lives
on holiday

there's a drum pounding out of time
another protestor has crossed the line (HEY!)
the line, the money's on the other side

can I get another amen (AMEN!)
there's a rag wrapped around the score of men (HEY!)
a gag, a plastic bag on a monument

i beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
this is the dawning of the rest of our lives
on holiday

"the representative from california has the floor"

seek out to the president gasbag
bombs away is your punishment
pulverize the Eiffel tower
and criticize the government
bang bang goes the broken glass man
kill all the fags that don't agree
triumph by fires, sinning buyers
thats not a way that's meant for me
thank god, check out we're going on a holiday

i beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
this is the dawning of the rest of our lives
i beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
this is the dawning of the rest of our lives

this is our lives on holiday

2005-06-21T10:19:00.000+08:00
i can all kinds of weird things in my email. and i'm pretty sure that they're not legal.

hoorah! going out with siwei, steph chua and krissa today. i heard from siwei last night that jay chou AND edison chen would be at lido tonightmor the gala permiere! i really, really want to go, but it's past my curfew and i'm sure that we'd be trampled by the crowd. sigh.

life of pi is very, very good. i like. still reading.

going to the hospice with gou on friday. i wonder what we'll be doing there.

life of pi

2005-06-21T00:56:00.000+08:00
have changed my mind about life of pi. it's rather interesting. pi is a christian, a muslim AND a hindu. and all bcuz he wants to love god. it's super touching.

2005-06-20T18:22:00.000+08:00
Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.

Marcel Proust