please do not believe anything you see on my sister's (rather popular, i must admit) blog. blessed, at
8:12 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Lately I've been thinking I feel like I've been sinking Losing my train of thought Forgetting that life's been bought I asked You why You loved me and still love me today You gently looked in my eyes and then I hear You say
"My child you're so precious You're precious to me I made you with My hands I made you to live and now life I've given you Take and be free I know you've been thinking Leave that to Me" Lately I've been thinking How You came forgiving Such grace You gave so freely You pour Your love all out on me I wondered why You bother I wondered why You care and then I hear You whisper into my ear with care "My child you're so precious You're precious to me I made you with My hands I made you to live and now life I've given you Take and be free I know you've been thinking Leave that to Me"
truly, perhaps i've been thinking too much. and my thinking = worrying.
i BELIEVE that whatever God does, He does it with my best interests in mind. of course, i wwill be estatic if i can get to serve in the children's ministry, but if they don't, i will still praise my Elohim with all my heart. :)
worrying tonight was a mistake. no work done and midyears a week away.
actually i'm not supposed to be online. but i really needed to get this off my chest.
i was looking at other newcreation people's blogs, and i realised this: whether i serve or not, this will not change the way God feels for me. i will still be His beloved. i don't have to prove anything to Him by serving (although i really, really want to serve) BUTBUT if i don't get in, God is tellling me that his focus for me in my life is somewhere else.
i will go wherever You take me, Lord :)
and i shouldn't worry! my life has been charted out for me already! ANDAND it's FULL of wonderfulGOOD plans that i will surely love.
and one more thing: i shouldn't worry about wordly things either. no more. live the trusting life :)
trusting life- needs cultivating!
so! don't worry so much abt your midyears people. just do your best, BUT don't WORRY. by worrying, you're wasting time that coulld be spent on studying more! so why worry? then you'll kick yourself for worrying and scolding ourself that you've wasted time AGAIN.
RATHER, do the work and focus on it; don't worry and NOT do the work. make sense?
i'm preaching to myself, don't feel binded by worry!
the bochap life :)
happy Good Friday to everyone, may all of you precious people be abundantly blessed! remember what Christ did for us at Calvary!
Down the Via Dolorosa called the way of suffering Like a lamb came the Messiah, Christ the King, But He chose to walk that road out of His love for you and me. Down the Via Dolorosa, all the way to Calvary.
good luck to everyone for midyears, God's hand will be writing your essays on Sri Lanka :) blessed, at
10:29 PM
kathleen ong xinwei
tkgian. 4e9 '06. dance club
new creation church
to glorify His name all my life :)
to get into VJC
and into Oxford unversity
all family and friends to be blessed, always
