i feel down again.. just wanna be alone for a while.. what's wrong with me? i'm perfectly fine in school but i go home and feel so dead and sleepy and sad. =( i wanted to not go for tuition today but sigh.. i had to. cheer up, caryl =) don't look so down. sigh. i feel like chocs or something that'll help me release my little endorphins (something we learned during that stress management thingie) but.. no chocs in the house.. and had an abundant supply of veggies for dinner.. no wonder i feel down. poo. eek. i do not like my el teacher. she's meeean. ethel, i read your blog, cheer up! what's troubling you, girl? your latest entry was scary. i think my l1r5'll be super high this term.. and i keep getting the feeling that i didn't study hard enough this term, that i should have done this, done that.. now it's week 9 and there's nothing i can do. regretsregretsregrets. sigh. so now i just gotta await the verdict that'll present itself to me next week. sigh. i miss you. why don't you sms me anymore? you're mean. =( makes me wonder whether i'll sms back if you sms me now. poo. tong yaos are stupid. i want to sleep. i need to sleep. i sleep too little. are you feeling better, charm? sigh. i shall go eat my giant pocky now. blessed, at
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kathleen ong xinwei
tkgian. 4e9 '06. dance club
new creation church
to glorify His name all my life :)
to get into VJC
and into Oxford unversity
all family and friends to be blessed, always
